All of us really do seem to exist in parallel worlds now.

Talking to clueless liberals who seem utterly unaware of the terrifying reality facing trans people right now. Witnessing right wingers fabricate an entire fiction where trans people are responsible for every mass shooting and terrorist action. Massive internet meme-cultures that are incomprehensible to outsiders.

My understanding is that there are apparently scores of people who had only ever known Charlie Kirk to be a sort of inspirational speaker who encouraged hard work and going to school? They had apparently only ever seen a curated selection of clips that omitted all of his horrendous, multifaceted bigotry. I say this half facetiously, as there are untold scores of racists insisting that ol’ CK was a Christ-like saint who never said a hurtful word to or about anyone in his life, as though they didn’t follow him specifically for his racism, while at the same time there are apparently scores more of suburban white moms who do genuinely seem to have a curated understanding of Kirk that only included innocuous motivational messages. An algorithm tailored to a person can show them whatever they want to see, or whatever someone else wants them to see.

Personally, I had only ever known Kirk to be a vile bigot who said horrendous things about my community, and about numerous other communities. I never heard him say a good word about anyone who wasn’t white, straight, Christian, and American. I guess he had his one black friend in Candace Owens, but she’s an evil cunt, too, so it’s not like him filling that token slot with someone willing to agree with all of his bigoted views is going to earn him any points. As far as I had ever seen leading up to his death, the dude fucking sucked.

Of course, that’s not me saying that.

That’s just my social media algorithm feeding me that side of him! I wasn’t shown the good, gentle side of Kirk, apparently. Just like all of these sheltered boomers who only ever saw the nice half of Charlie can’t be blamed for not seeing his bigoted, hateful side, right? So me having these views of Kirk isn’t me being disrespectful to him at all! I just need to see that nice side of him and it’ll balance out my view, right?

Except, is someone who is sometimes nice to people and says things that some people find to be helpful and motivational, but who also sometimes says really horrible things about entire groups of people, really a good person? Doesn’t that nasty part of them kind of override the nice side?

It depends on how nasty we’re talking about, I suppose.

From what I can see, there is nothing motivational Charlie Kirk could say that would override the horrendous nature of the many, many bigoted statements I have seen and heard him make over the past decade or so. No, I am not going to dig up clips of his jackass face. If you can go listen to an entire, unedited Charlie Kirk speech or podcast episode and hear all of the horrible things he routinely says… sorry, said about black, latino, muslim, disabled, homeless, trans, and gay people, and find no issue there, then I have news for you: you, too, are a bigot.

And, while we’re at it, while I really do think that American political violence is a genuinely bad thing for North America and the world, and I really don’t want any podcasters or streamers to be murdered, you have to admit that Charlie Kirk’s death was objectively hilarious.

You mean to tell me that this guy who spent his adult life arguing for the unchecked proliferation and carrying of guns in his society, including making statements that gun deaths are an acceptable price to pay for the 2nd amendment, while he was “debating” somebody on this very issue, right after he gave a shitty, bigoted answer to a question, he was shot in the throat, thereby preventing his further advocation for guns. C’mon, that is the purest irony.

Also, there was yet another school shooting later that day carried out by a guy just like Charlie Kirk, and nobody even talked about it.

Also, don’t give me the “what about his wife and child?” Nobody marries a cunt like Charlie without also being a huge cunt, and there is no way that cunt Charlie was going to raise those kids in any way that wasn’t going to fuck them up. Those kids are most certainly better off without him in their lives, and judging by the TPUSA meme coin the widow Kirk placed in ol’ Charlie’s corpse hand at his funeral, she’s going to be just fine herself.

Of course, I suppose me just even saying all this as a trans person is marking us all now as terrorists? Except I got a feeling you guys are gonna label us all whatever you want, no matter what we say or do. You dummies already label us as genders we aren’t, and yet here we are. So I’m not about to hold my tongue on my own blog over the likes of Charlie Kirk, the evil little dork who died of irony.

This whole double standard is infuriating (careful, don’t show any anger or that’ll mark us all as emotionally unstable!) These pieces of shit get to call all of us the worst things under the sun and openly call for our imprisonment and torture, but we are not allowed to ever say anything in response or else we are the ones being aggressive. These nazi motherfuckers commit thousands of mass shootings every single year, and they have the audacity to say that we, the most persecuted group in this piece of shit society, are the ones responsible. Mass shootings are overwhelmingly done by right wing white cis men, and nobody talks about rounding them all up in the halls of government, nobody gets to just openly call them slurs and push for their medical torture. A trans girl is murdered or takes her own life, and the social media posts announcing her death get tens of thousands of laugh reacts, but we’re not allowed to breathe a sigh of relief when a bigot propagandist gets a taste of his own beliefs.

Aside from making it easier for them to justify getting rid of us, they are frankly lucky we don’t do shootings.

All we want is to live in peace as ourselves and they refuse to leave us alone. They demand the right to lord over us and inflict the worst tortures we can imagine upon us simply because to do so would torture us, and they need someone to torture to keep this hate-machine that prints money for old, white men running until we all go off the cliff with it. They need to keep you beating up on the pinata so you don’t turn on them, and because it flatters you, you go along with it and never question whether these people deserve what is being done to them. Or whether this couldn’t ever be turned upon you.

Truthfully, yes, I do feel hatred towards these people, because all I have ever felt from them is hatred, and their hatred came a long, long time before mine. If they are also good, kind people to others in their lives that they apparently deem to be fully human, I truly do not care, because they don’t seem to view me and all of my friends as fully human. They can stop being bigots any time at no cost to themselves other than a solid grift at the end of the world, we can’t stop being who we are without it being the end of our worlds.

I don’t care if this gets me put on some kind of a Palantir list. I’m already a tranny and a commie so there’s a spot reserved for me on there already. You could say I’m Palan-S-tier.

It’s not like I’m ever going to the United States again – even after Donald dies eating his 1000th stroke commemorative hamburger and Interim-President-For-Life Peter Thiel is peacefully elected out of office by the Harris-Cheney 2036 ticket, I’m not setting foot in that bigoted cess-pool. The damage is done and Americans have shown a side of themselves that I don’t think the rest of us can unsee. I wouldn’t eat any food or take any medicine out of RFK’s FDA or drink any tap water, for that matter. Besides, what are you even doing at this point if you’re not on some list by these bozos? What? Are you hoping they’ll leave you alone while they snatch up everyone else? Maybe it’s easier for me to say up here in Canada – you know, where our parliament gave Charlie Kirk a standing ovation and our “Liberal” government invited one of the architects of Project 2025 up to act as a consultant. If I’m lucky, I’ll only have to deal with whatever list I’m on during the US annexation of Canada. Until then, I refuse to be cowed into not saying exactly what I think about these wicked beasts, who are the source of all ruin on this earth.

RIP Charlie, the best video you ever made was your last

PS loljk this is all because of my social media algo so dont be mad 😉

New Comics coming out more! I am determined to return to putting things out! Somebody’s gotta fill the big hole left in all our necks by Charlie’s passing!

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